I can't see a dermatologist for 5 months, should i just order accutane online?

I live in canada, i tried antibotics and face topicals, did nothing. I had to wait 4 months to see a dermatologist, he said accutine and ipl, i spent 1000 on the ipl (its kinda like a laser zaps your face), it did nothing, now i have to wait 5 months for a dermatologist to be free. Meanwhile my face is scarring kinda bad, and i'm breaking out constinaly, i can't wait for these quacks to get to me. I would i find accutine and how much to take? also i have a family doc, i'd just tell him to take my blood a month at a time cause i ordered accutine online, if hes pissed i'll find another doc